**Part 2**
It took four days to drive roughly 2,500 miles.
I finally called Ingred from Oregon.
“Come straight to the packing shed,” she said. “I’ll put the coffee on.”
I reached Soulberg Orchards on April 20th, 2022.
One hundred forty acres above the Columbia River.
Ingred studied my hands before my face.
Within a week, I had a new bank account, phone number, and bunk with the seasonal crew.
When I closed my old bank account, one thought stayed with me:
Nobody in Washington had ever been told I was dead.
The apples were blooming.
I started around $17 an hour.
“I’ve seen pictures of your grafts,” Ingred told me on my first morning in the Rose. “I haven’t seen your thinning. Show me.”
Ruth called that week.
“Your mother called me,” she said. “She didn’t ask where you were. She asked if you’d said anything to anybody.”
That was the entire search.
I finally understood why.
You can’t ask people to help find a daughter you’ve spent years declaring dead.
One man on my crew bet twenty dollars I wouldn’t last until August.
At least he said it to my face.
By June, Ingred moved me into an old trailer overlooking the Honey Crisp block.
On October 8th, 2022, I was picking Golden Delicious from a ladder.
My brother was getting married in Alabama.
The old text still sat on my phone.
“Keep October 8th free.”
That night, I checked an old email account.
Mitch had written:
“Thank you for staying away today.”
My absence had become my wedding gift.
A month later, Ingred offered me a year-round job with health insurance.
I found a therapist.
Then Ingred showed me nine acres of old Red Delicious trees that no longer produced enough to justify keeping.
“Next spring, we cut these down to stumps and graft Cosmic Crisp onto them,” she said. “Top working. The roots are good. The variety is done.”
She kicked one trunk.
“Rootstock decides how big. Scion decides what.”
Then she gave me a twelve-person crew and told me the block was mine.
It was the first time anyone had trusted me with something because of what I could do.
In spring 2023, we cut the old trees down and grafted Cosmic Crisp onto the surviving roots.
One day, a lift jammed with me ten feet above the ground.
The mechanic was Callum Reed.
He fixed it in six minutes, then watched me finish the row.
“You check everything twice,” he said.
“Once for the tree, once for me.”
By June, 94% of our grafts had taken.
I wrote that number in the front of my yellow notebook.
For once, a number recorded something I had created rather than endured.
That fall, I enrolled in a tree-certification program and needed a recommendation.
I emailed Mr. Witcom.
He replied within an hour.
“Anastasia. I always figured those hands would end up somewhere. Letters attached. Proud of you.”
He became the only thread connecting me to Alabama.
In January 2024, a severe freeze hit the valley.
Afterward, I tested a hundred young grafts.
Thirty-eight were brown.
That night, I nearly called Mom.
Instead, I called Ruth.
“Well, you know what to do in April.”
The next morning, Ingred walked the block with me.
“Frost doesn’t care who grafted it,” she said. “It’s not a report card.”
That spring, I grafted the losses again.
Thirty-eight had died.
I kept scratching until I found green.
In spring 2025, Ingred promoted me to assistant orchard manager.
Crew schedules.
Spray records.
Budgets.
Frost alarms at three in the morning.
It also meant my photograph appeared on the orchard website.
I hadn’t put my face online since I was eighteen.
“People should know who runs my trees,” Ingred said.
By then, Callum and I had started eating dinner together after my Thursday therapy appointments.
Neither of us named it.
It was the first real thing in my life that didn’t require a label.
My picture sat online almost a year before my family discovered me.
They found me because of a scholarship.
In February 2026, Suzanne Lockheart decided to create a $2,000 annual horticulture scholarship at Hoover High in memory of the girl she believed had died.
Mom tried to stop it.
“I’d rather keep it quiet,” she said.
Suzanne answered:
“She deserves to be said out loud.”
The school foundation sent the form to the horticulture teacher.
Mr. Witcom read my name.
Then the dates.
Then he remembered the recommendation he had written for me in Washington in 2023.
He called Dad.
“Mr. Done away. I wrote your daughter a recommendation letter in 2023. Is there some kind of mistake?”
After a long silence, Dad answered:
“Give us until Easter.”
Mr. Witcom agreed to delay the scholarship.
That night, Mitch searched my name online.
Four years after I left.
It took him twenty minutes to find me once he finally decided to look.
I knew none of this until an email arrived from Mr. Witcom.
“I may have told your father something you didn’t want him to know. I’m sorry. Are you all right?”
At seven that morning, the orchard office phone rang.
Ingred answered and handed me the receiver.
“Your mother,” she said.
I took it.
“Anastasia.”
Her voice sounded exactly the same.
No hello.
No question about the past four years.
“I need you to call Suzanne Lockheart.”
Mom already had a story prepared.
According to her new version, I had left in 2014 after “your situation.” They hadn’t known whether I was alive. Suzanne had misunderstood because everyone was too heartbroken to correct her.
All I needed to do was confirm it.
“Tell her you left in 2014 and we didn’t know if you were alive. That’s all,” she said. “Then come home for Christmas.”
Christmas.
She offered it like a reward.
“You are always so good at disappearing,” she said. “I just need you to do it one more time.”
My yellow notebook sat inside my jacket.
Two hundred eleven dated tally marks beginning in 2014 and ending in 2022.
“I’ll think about it,” I said.
Mom needed a daughter who had vanished in 2014.
My notebook said otherwise.
Two days later, a message arrived through the orchard website.
“It’s Mitch. Please call me. Not mom’s number. Mine.”
I called that night.
For a while, neither of us knew what to say.
Then his voice broke.
“It was me, Stace,” he said. “I said it first.”
In March 2014, he had been dating Avery for six weeks.
One night, she told him about her brother Trip, who had died in a car accident before graduation.
She described how people treated her afterward.
And Mitch, whose sister had recently been hospitalized, told her:
“We lost my sister in February.”
“I meant the hospital,” he told me. “I meant we lost you the way you were.”
“She started crying and held on to me, and she said it was the first time anybody understood. I couldn’t take that away from her.”
He didn’t correct Avery the next morning.
By Easter, Mom knew.
She chose to protect the lie.
Mitch said she told him:
“People understand grief.”
Then he asked me to support the new version.
“Mom’s version would work,” he said finally. “You left. Nobody knew. Avery would be hurt, but she’d forgive something like that. Please, Stace.”
His marriage depended on it.
So did his job with Avery’s father.
Then he told me what happened the morning I escaped.
Mom found my bedroom door wide open and read my text.
She stood there.
Then got dressed for sunrise service.
“She went?” I asked.
“We all went,” Mitch said.
Afterward, she told Suzanne she had finally found the courage to open my room.
Suzanne cried with her while the church watched.
I had left the door open to expose the lie.
Mom turned it into another performance.
Dad called Saturday.
He didn’t begin with an apology.
Instead:
“Your mother had a sister,” he said. “Her name was Rosalind.”
Rosalind was four years older than Mom.
At twenty, she developed schizophrenia and entered the state psychiatric hospital.
My grandparents moved to Hoover and told their new church that Rosalind had “gone home to the Lord.”
Mom was sixteen.
“In your grandmother’s house, grief was something people brought casseroles for,” my father said. “Sickness was something they whispered about.”
I immediately remembered the woman beside the van at Grandma’s funeral.
Dad continued.
“Lenny, I didn’t forget my sunglasses that day,” he said. “I went back to give her my phone number. I’ve been visiting her once a month ever since. Your mother thinks I have branch meetings in Tuscaloosa.”
Then:
“Your mother learned it from hers. That’s not an excuse. It’s just where it came from.”
For the first time, I understood Mom.
Understanding wasn’t forgiveness.
It was recognition.
Dad continued.
“There’s one more thing,” he said.
“After you left, I checked your account. The last transaction was a gas station in Cheyenne.”
I waited.
“I saw Cheyenne,” he said. “I didn’t look after that.”
My father was a bank manager.
He could have found me.
He chose not to.
Before hanging up, he added:
“Rosalyn’s visiting hours on Fridays are 10 to noon.”
That Monday, I asked Ingred for Easter week off.
Bloom was approaching, and orchard managers were supposed to stay nearby.
Ingred looked at the calendar.
“Go,” she said. “The trees will wait 11 days, not 12.”
I booked the flight.
Then I texted Mitch.
“You have until Saturday night to tell Avery yourself.”
He didn’t respond.
Mom wanted me to call Suzanne.
I decided to meet her instead.
